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why did you lie to me so many times when we were breaking up? [13 Jan 2007|02:10am]
I once was told to believe,
That God had wept,
Until the world was punished deep,
And only believers wouldn’t sink,
So only believers wouldn’t sink.

And finally the bark of trees,
Was softened by the rain.
The leaves,
Were lifted from the ground,
They were lifted from the ground,
To the trees.

My pocket opened wide enough,
To catch the sun light,
In the night, and yeah,
It was incredible,
I couldn’t believe my silly eyes,
Yeah it was incredible,
I couldn’t believe my silly eyes.

So I washed my jeans
In soap and bleach,
And waited nervously to see,
If I would drown or if I’d believe.
Would I drown or would I believe?

I watch police,
They scream and preach,
Of apocalypse on the T.V.,
There was a flood warning,
From this evening thru next week.
Yeah there was a flood warning,
Water was already to my knees.

So I held on tight,
To my jacket of life,
I floated thru countless days and nights,
So God a hurricane,
To finally end my wicked life,
And I started to believe,
That God wasn’t so very nice,
To punish someone,
To punish anyone of their life…


please tell me.
2 Kill * Fight.

why did you lie to me so many times when we were breaking up [13 Jan 2007|02:10am]
I once was told to believe,
That God had wept,
Until the world was punished deep,
And only believers wouldn’t sink,
So only believers wouldn’t sink.

And finally the bark of trees,
Was softened by the rain.
The leaves,
Were lifted from the ground,
They were lifted from the ground,
To the trees.

My pocket opened wide enough,
To catch the sun light,
In the night, and yeah,
It was incredible,
I couldn’t believe my silly eyes,
Yeah it was incredible,
I couldn’t believe my silly eyes.

So I washed my jeans
In soap and bleach,
And waited nervously to see,
If I would drown or if I’d believe.
Would I drown or would I believe?

I watch police,
They scream and preach,
Of apocalypse on the T.V.,
There was a flood warning,
From this evening thru next week.
Yeah there was a flood warning,
Water was already to my knees.

So I held on tight,
To my jacket of life,
I floated thru countless days and nights,
So God a hurricane,
To finally end my wicked life,
And I started to believe,
That God wasn’t so very nice,
To punish someone,
To punish anyone of their life…
Fight.

[04 Jan 2007|03:11pm]
FUCK EVERYONE.
FUCK EVERYTHING.
FUCK 2006.
AND SO FAR FUCK 2007.
BIG TIME.
TODAY IS A HORRIBLE DAY.
IT COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER.
AS COULD HAVE 2006.
FUCK!.
9 Kill * Fight.

[09 Dec 2006|01:46am]
i suck
big time
so much
and everyone is helping me realize that.
thank you.
i hate life a lot right now.
help me
6 Kill * Fight.

stick to your word if it's worth anything [28 Nov 2006|01:23am]
i kind of hate missing you
1 Kill * Fight.

[20 Nov 2006|03:38pm]
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
8 Kill * Fight.

[11 Nov 2006|04:15am]
i have to act so alright and calm about this situation
but it's tearing me up from the inside
and i can't do anything to make things better
so this is what i'm left with
i hope she comes back some day.
3 Kill * Fight.

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